Thursday, August 10, 2006

How u think, this Supv should react on the last Sentence?
Let me code u a scenario:-

Date 29 May 2006
As per email attachment, Subject: RESCHEDULE DATE - 209-0041-101
I accidentially send an email on 24 May 2006 to Desner on a reschedule part as per above.
Vendor reply saying:

“Hi Susan,

Kindly advise do you want to pull in the parts?
We have arranged shipment in July for 6k.”

Knowing the email was accidentially send out to Desner, I ask around my fellow colleague - PAs to confirm who/whom the above belongs too. However, all reply except Yu Mui, as no idea belongs to whom So while waiting for my fellow colleagues further check/reply, I send an email to the Buyer – Catherine as per email attachment again on 26 May 2006.

Dear Catherine,

Any advise for the below???

Thanks

And same day Catherine reply:-

Susan,

Pls following system requirement….

Since there isn’t any URGENCY for the parts, I check with PA-Yu Mui again, she say no idea also. But however, I thought it supposed to be belongs to Alicia Woon, so I send an email to her. As per email attachment.

Hello Alicia,

Kindly take noted, No idea this p/n don’t belongs to me.

Thanks

Thank you Catherine

Then Catherine, send an email to Sybille, as per email attachment.

Hi! Sybille,

Pls check with Susan what problem she is having…

After receiving this email from Catherine, Sybille called me to her workstation give me a hard stared and started scolding me loudly in front of my fellow colleague (so loud that the other end of the room can hear) so embarrassing.
I told her I did not do it on purpose but why I send to Alicia was thinking since I am in-charge of 9108, 8108, 9118, 8118 & R108
Therefore part no# 209-0041-101 must be Project: 9101.
She fiercely told me off, shouting at the top of her voice:

You think I got nothing better to do,
I am damned busy you know and
I hate and don’t want to see this kind of mails send to my email box again.
If you don’t know anything “ASK” don’t pretend to be clever.

I felt SO LOST, SO STUPID and SO NO PRIDE.
I apologized and keeping telling her SORRY, will try to be careful in future.
Instead of stopping there, she continued to scold at the top of her voice about everything little things from the email.
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Lunch Time – 12 noon to 1pm – My Lunchtime – Peaceful
1pm to 2pm – Her Lunchtime – Peaceful
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After lunch, I read and found that the System – ManMan stated this particular part
ETA: 02/22/22 & MRP: 99/99/99, not knowing what this mean, I check with Fellow Colleagues to confirm. Finally, I realized it is meant to be ON HOLD.
Then I was called to her workstation again. Part two scolding started.

I got to admit that during interview, I did say that I am very new to this line though I was a Purchasing Assistant before. Being in previous Job, my purchasing skills are on computer parts, computer perpherials, computer hardware and software licensing etc and that my Microsoft excel skill is not good.
Being a new staff to this company which I have started 22 May 2006, she shouldn’t have so much expectation on me. Instead she should sit with me to guide me along or to guide that I did the right thing but this was not done. “I got no time, you think I am damn very free” was her reply.

Think she either should go for a "Physcology" course or How to manage ur People's Management or How to Manage My Self-Control & Language Course & A Good Supervisor Course (Not me or I but we course)

Date 30 May 2006

Bangkok send an email requesting for a certain parts to be URGENTLY pull in.
However I have checked from ManMan that it is stated as ETA: 02/22/22 & MRP: 99/99/99, not knowing what I should do. I approached senior/buddy and Buyer for Help and Advise, caused Sybille was not at the workstation. Anyway, Buyer say that she also not very sure what to do got to check with Sybille.
So when Sybille came back to her workstation, I approached her and related the matter. Instead of listening to my explanation on the check for reschedule report that it was ON HOLD and reschedule report was send out since WK# 20(not sure actually week), she jumped and shouted at me again as usual (in front of the Dept at the top of her voice).

I am really at a lost, confused and scared to come for work, always getting the cold treatment from her
“Will I be getting the scolding again tomorrow?”
“What did I do wrong this time to deserve scolding again?”

Whatever the scolding was, I apologized and admit for the sake of admitting.
I kept saying SORRY to her. As she continued with her shouting and scolding.

Date 31 May 2006 to 24 July 2006

Example:
A temp staff help to send out the Reschedule Report for me (using my email) caused I was on MC - No Pay Medical Leave or On No Pay Leave.
Not knowing that LSI & Hitachi are having AAA items (Expensives), I guess our senior/buddy never tell her so. The next day or 2 days later, when I am back at work, before I am able to sit down to check what had been done or had not been done, I was told to go for meeting, (Another scolding session).
Another instant was Reschedule Report was wrongly send to vendors (using my email), I was also scolded loudly for sending it wrongly to vendor. (Example: KCA –attached KGA’s report, KGA with KCA’s report etc).
Got to suffer in silent because I did not come to work during the happenings etc
Something, I do get sarcastic remarks from her, even if I didn’t do/make any mistake but of cause if I do make mistake, I really deserve to be scolded. However, her scolding wasn’t the NORMAL it is more of personal attack.
“Your Old people never teach you.”
“Don’t understand, Why you can be studying Advance Diploma in Computer and know nuts about excel etc”

I sincerely will like to clarify on this point, I am into Software Development on SDLC (System Development Life Cycle) basically in Software Development in Web Technology & Application Software not any Microsoft Office. Seriously I have definitely learned something from This company, that is how to use “VLOOKUP”.

Other than those days that I am not in the office, scolding was a NORM for her.
It seems life cannot go on without scolding me with her loud voice.
I am not sure is this a necessity that to remain silent.
I have feared that if I approached a Bigger Boss about the matter/complaints, will there be a REVENGE thereafter.
I am very worry that I may go insane if I continue staying in this office.
Having said all the above, I personally (and known by the previous company I was working in) as a hardworking, efficient, friendly and cheerful employee. Having suffering this harsh treatment, my confident in working in this company has diminished, and the thought of coming to work is devastating.

Any comments??

``the heart was destroyed @
8:39 AM

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